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RapeI remember his voice,  
I remember his taste  but I can't remember his face!  I remember his friends,  
the basement smell  every detail of that place.   
I didn't scream,  I didn't run  I was just frozen with fear  And the only thought  running through my head,  was I got to get out of here.   
And when finaly they let me go  I decided never to tell!  This memory I would bury inside  in my own little personal hell.   
But what's done is done,  it was long ago  and I'm far to old to cry  And my secret is finding  it's way out in Rape
by ~Llendyrr
A Star"I look around  And see the world  And fear builds up inside.  The flawed species that is mankind  just makes me wanna hide.   
I'm scared of all the evil  of what men so willingly do  And I find no comfort in trust in God  Cause, honestly, my believe never been true.   
But in this utter darkness  Some stars shines bright and true  They make me wanna be brave and fight  And one of this stars are you! A Star
by ~Llendyrr
True loveTrue love   
I never knew I could feel this way  Never thought I would long for another day  To love like this, I didn’t know I could,  
And I just wonder what I would do  if I hadn’t got you  Your arms around my neck and I look  into your eyes so blue  And I feel so warm and proud when you whisper:  “Mommy, I love you” True love
by ~Llendyrr
I want to stop runningI want to stop   
I just keep on running    I'm running for my life  Cause every time I stop to catch my breath  
I'm caught up in a fight   
In the first I lost my innocence  In the next I lost my pride  then I lost my integrety  And then I lost my might   
so I just keep on running  
to blind to really see  That what I'm really running from  is plain and simply me.   
Cause I am the loss of innocence  I am the loss of pride  I am the loss of integrety  I am the loss of might   
So now finally I'm slowing down  
and tr I want to stop running
by ~Llendyrr
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Nine ElevenPain and sorrow,  Mixed with fear and doubt,   
Faith is broken,  By acts of terror,  Lives ended  
In murderous rage,   
When heroes rise,  In the midst of flames,  
Going back to hell,  For the innocent that fell.   
Tears fall in silent despair,  
When children weep for mothers not there,  Weary angels collapse and die,  Forget not the love, which lingers on high.  
 
Time now, to remember,  
The fallen and the gone,  Never fading, but remaining ,  In our minds, we are one.   
Now what do we see when we look around?  What Nine Eleven
by =tabzthefish
confessionsI'm not always brave, I'm kinda weak  sometimes I hurt, but I don't really speak  I try to scream, but it's silent  I try to be calm, but always violent   
I don't hate many, or feel much rage  I can't keep myself locked in a cage  my body's scarred from myself  but I refuse help from anyone else   
I can't run far, I hate to walk  I want to fix things, but I won't talk  I'll be there for you, but not for me  I ignore myself, if you can't see   
I hide my hurt, I hide the pain  when I shower, tears are half the rain  I punch things, I've broke my hand  f confessions
by ~tori-margaret
Let's Go Hunting
by =PyroSikTh
The Day I Met God.I met God today. I was quite surprised – it’s not everyday that you come across the Almighty sitting outside Starbucks, but then they do say He moves in mysterious ways. He was drinking a skinny cinnamon dolce latte and seemed to be enjoying it.  
 
I knew he was God because he told me. “I’m God” he said, and God wouldn’t lie about something like that. He was very dishevelled for the creator of all things; his coat had seen better days and he smelt of stale urine and cheap wine. His fingernails were broken and dirty and he had a beard that once upon a time might have been white but was now a dirty grey. The Day I Met God.
by =andanar
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Now what?

Wed Jun 3, 2009, 10:55 AM
  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: Rosemary and Rue
  • Watching: 21/2 men
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: not so much
  • Drinking: coffeeeeeeee
Oh so it is time again. To rethink the future.
A couple of weeks ago everything was sort of sorted out and I was about to start a new and improved life.

But it seems like I'm allways stumbles on the finishline :crying:
So now I have to start over again!!!

Makes it a bit hard to sleep at nights, at all actually. But I guess it will work it self out someway. I meen no matter what happens in my life the world will keep on turning and the sun will go up tomorrow.

But now I'm more into the moonlight...so Tabzthefish, are you looking at the moon with me ;-)

Otherwise I guess everything is okay. My son turnd nine, and I turnd.....oh my god I don't even want to think about that :P

Hugs and kisses

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~phatom Sep 9, 2008, 12:13:00 AM
:crying: you done gone m.i.a. on me ...my arts shaping up and so is my life...wish you were here...hope to hear from you soon

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~Llendyrr Sep 14, 2008, 12:50:35 AM
I will never leave you for long!!! After all I am your personal stalker :nod: Just been very buissy trying to fix my friends life the latest couple of weeks. It's been tough and we are far from done but now I am home sick and the phone isn't ringing so I thought I should check up on you!!
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~phatom Jun 30, 2008, 5:07:36 PM
helllllllllllo :?

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~Llendyrr Jul 3, 2008, 5:45:10 AM
Heeeelllllloooo! :XD: Nice to see you again :blowkiss:
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~phatom Jul 3, 2008, 11:40:12 AM
myu world has gone completly to shit...

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~Llendyrr Jul 6, 2008, 12:41:26 AM
I'm sorry! What happened?:petting:
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~phatom Jul 9, 2008, 8:53:56 PM
i broke up with my girlfriend :tears:...actually...she ..broke up with me...whatever...you get the idea...:crying:

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Mood: Outraged ~phatom Apr 24, 2008, 6:21:03 PM
i wish i knew when you were on!


stupid invisible thing..

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~Llendyrr May 12, 2008, 8:01:48 AM
Lol I can put down the guard for a while if you want to!
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